Friday, October 22, 2010


4 saltine crackers. 50 calories.

Friday tomorrow, but a poster presentation and an exam before the weekend can start.
Will finally weigh myself tomorrow so I can update the statistics on my blog.. and I don't really know if I should be afraid or excited. I can only say that right now, the skinny jeans I bought 3 weeks ago are loose and falling down. Guess that's a good sign. Keeps me going on.

The only negative side of fasting are the terrible headaches I've been having for the past couple of days. But I'm strong and able to deal with them.

Sorry for the messy and disorganized post, I just let my thoughts flow... sometimes it works, sometimes it's better not to think at all, right?

Oh, it will be so easy to live being beautiful.

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Wednesday, October 20, 2010


Chemistry lab in an hour.

3 mini donuts (approx. 150 calories).
Water with lemon juice.

Not even hungry, just... empty. Physically, mentally and emotionally.
Just pure empty. Wanting to go home. Half a semester left.

It's my birthday next week.
Getting older, but not wiser.

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A cup of coffee, 2 cookies and an orange. It's cold outside, it makes me feel a little melancholic... and homesick. Yet again. Last week, I dreamt about Christmas and home for 4 nights in a row.


It's fall... where did the summer go?







It's over. But the colors are beautiful...

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When will we be dancing in the sunlight again?

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Tuesday, October 19, 2010


Almost no sleep last night. Studying until 4am... check.
Biology exam in the morning... check.
Dark circles under eyes... check.
No breakfast... check.
No lunch... check.
No dinner... check.
Lots of black coffee... check.

Can a single day be both good and bad? 
Mood: hopeful for the week. Off to a decent start.
Will step on the scale tomorrow morning. 

Welcome, annaxoskinnyxo!

Lack of will to construct full sentences... check.

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